My Heart, Mind and Soul

22nd >>>>23rd

2010-08-07T03:31:00.002+01:00

Time is flying, blink in an eye time, year has passed, I'm from 22yrs old change to 23yrs old,but my heart still stay young...hahaha

This years i have a unforgettable birthday celebration

Not exaggerating, simple but really indelibility.

Credited to my dearest friends & colleagues.

Everything brought by them appreciated from my deepest heart.

Th@nks for them to gave me happiness & memorable BD

I want to shouts out, " U all are the BEST!!!!"

暗恋的滋味

2010-07-24T06:27:00.002+01:00

如果碰上这样一段有可能无始无终的旱情会怎样?你会毅然决然地表白呢?还是将那份情愫永远深埋心底?

在对方还未有另一半的情况下，暗恋确实是甜美的。。。因为它充满想象空间。。。但在将失去对方的时候，暗恋是烦恼的。。。。因为它是懦弱的表现。。

暗恋一个人的滋味其实是一种煎熬，。你会对生活充满希望，但同时也会对生活失去信心。在爱情里，暗恋是最痛苦的，爱的人就站在你面前，可她（他）却不知道，真的，那种感觉真的会让人崩溃。

暗恋中唯一的幸福就是你想象中的幸福，因为未知的结局，你可以把一切都想象的很好，很完美。可是上天很公平，想象中的幸福，会让你用生活中双倍的痛苦来偿还。

很想找个人来爱

2010-05-07T05:38:00.004+01:00

站在城市中

忙碌的行人和穿梭在马路上的汽车

来来往往，络绎不绝

而我始终一个人，陪着我的是寂寞孤单

不想再一个人飘荡 ,

我想找个人

能在我委屈时给我安慰

难过时能够倾诉

害怕时给我一点勇气

疲劳时借个肩膀

有时真的好想有个知你、懂你；在乎你、疼爱你的人

能陪在你身边，永远，永远……

一个人

2010-03-27T11:10:00.002Z

一个人的生活简单明了、一个人的生活无牵无扰、一个人的生活也许很好，但那终究是一个人，一个人终究会孤单的。

一个人的生活可以很自由，可以玩到深夜两点而没有人数落你，可以是困了才睡渴了才喝饿了才吃，可以自由自在地欣赏任何风景，可以不去在意任何人，可以是想去任何自己能去的地方。但是一个人的生活，却是很无奈的。当你病了的时候，没有谁会照顾你，当你受到挫折的时候，没有谁会来激励你，当你难过的时候也不会有谁来安慰你……因为你只是一个人！

一个人的生活是一种拒绝的姿态。我们都在向往幸福，都想得到幸福。但是幸福的代价却是残忍的。每一个幸福的背后都会有一个或者多个流着泪的眼。因为我们过习惯了这种一个人的生活，当幸福来临时，我们往往不知所挫，往往不知道该如何迎接。于是我们就害怕了，害怕会失去这难得的幸福。于是我们不再自然，我们变得很刻意了，甚至有些虚伪。我们更害怕伤痛，为了不让自己受伤，有时候，我也伪心地选择了放弃，拒绝了幸福，继续过着那一个人的生活，虽然那根本不是我们想要的……其实不是不幸福，而是过习惯了一个人的生活，是我们自己在拒绝了很多的幸福……

谁都在渴望幸福，有谁想一个人一生一世地过下去呢？幸福与美满是每个人都会向往的，是任何一个人都会去追逐的。一个人的生活很无奈，充满了孤独和无助。幸福与美满为何物？恐怕我们也已经悄然不知了吧。相信自己的感觉，当感觉到幸福来临时，请抓住，请不要轻易错过任何一次幸福……

大学毕业了

2010-03-01T10:59:00.004Z

掐指一算，已经念了近17的书，觉得自己蛮不赖的嘛，竟然可以熬了那么多个年头。

我自认自己并不是很爱念书的人，也不是很勤劳（但是成绩还是不错的说，尤其是小学，我可是优才生哦），没想到自中学毕业后还有兴趣和心情读下去。

原以为好啦，SPM后就随便拿个课程来读读吧，反正还没想到有什么工作适合自己。读完Diploma后，又说再多读两年吧，不甘心那么快出来工作。好啦好啦，再读Advanced Dip吧，之后就得停止咯，我是这么想的（一开始）。但最后还是没遵守自己给自己的承诺，要拿个Degree才罢休。。。

因为我的执着，为了一个Degree，害得自己蛮累的（不是指念书的过程，而是准备的过程），但是我没后后悔，是很值得的。

2010年2月28日，刚好也是元宵节，这一天我戴上方帽了，是真正的大学毕业生。

现在的我已经踏入社会工作了，觉得念书永远比工作来得容易和好玩，即使学业上会有很多的难题，但是和同学间的回忆却是美好的。

读书万岁！！！！！

Finally~~~~~~

2010-02-22T14:07:00.002Z

After few weeks of rushing and suffering, finally I get it.....my 1st job after graduated.

Excited and relieved...

Hope everything will be settled down...

Wish to have a wonderful working life....

Gambateh!!!!!!!!

*Credit: thanks to Edward Loh, the consultant who recommended the job for me....

Waiting Mood

2010-02-04T08:27:00.003Z

Waiting - remaining inactive in one place while expecting something.

等待 - 不行动,直到所期望的人或事出现。

기다리다 （gidalida）- 뭔가를 기다리고있는 동안 운영 중지 상태가 한 장소에 남아있습니다.
mwongaleul gidaligoissneun dong-an un-yeong jungji sangtaega han jangso-e nam-aissseubnida.

待っている（ma~tsu te iru）- 中に何かを期待して非アクティブな1つの場所に残っている。
naka ni nani ka wo kitai shi te hi akutibu na 1tsu no basho ni noko~tsu te ir

Attendere - rimanere inattiva in un posto mentre aspettava qualcosa.

Espera- permanecer inactivo en un lugar mientras esperaba algo.

Warten - inaktiv bleiben an einem Ort, während etwas erwartete.

Current Mood

2009-11-01T21:36:00.002Z

I can't sleep well this few days, something overwhelming my heart....which is heavy hearted.
Stay in UK such a period of times, everything being adapted, I love UK, the food, people, places, wheather, etc...etc...but sooner, I gonna miss all these things very much because I'll back to my home country, Malaysia soon.
After reach in this good place, I've never think about my home, my family...definately no homesick at all. This is because of UK too much perfect than Malaysia, it make me not willing to back my home country.
Less than 72 hours from now, I gonna take flight and leaving....it's very very very heavy hearted. Hope to have chance to come back again in the future, not for travel, but a long period of staying....Once again, I want to shout out loudly...'UK! I love You!!!'

难忘之旅

2009-09-29T22:35:00.017+01:00

2009的秋天，我有个难忘的旅行，与一班朋友欧洲游。

在这之前，我从未想过会有机会可以游欧洲，心想若不是到英国念书的话，我想应该没什么机会可以到欧洲去旅行吧，所以真的很兴奋和开心。

虽然在旅程未开始时有许多不愉快的事情发生，但是最后的结局是美好的，可以说是画上完美的句点。

这个旅程，我们体会与体验许多…..难忘的经验一箩箩…..许多第一次发生在我们这几条水身上。

20090903，这一天我想我们七个永远都忘不了吧。这一天，是我们启程日，也是我们的倒楣日。在这一天，雨一直下个不停，兴致勃勃踏上旅途的七条水被淋成落汤鸡，但是雨水也无法盖去咱们兴奋得心情。当我们迫不及待的想踏上飞机，到我们想要到的地方去时，从未想过会有这样的事情发生，我们被飞机放飞机了，我们missed掉了飞往Dublin的班机。真的想也没想过会发生如此事情，真的愣住了，不知道该怎么办好，这就是我们第一个第一次，最倒楣的第一次。原本计划好的行程就被逼更改掉，只好把之后的计划提前，这是唯一的办法，因为我们已无家可归了，若不是的话就得留宿街头了。原本没有随大伙儿到Scotland的我，因为这突如其来的事故，只好随行而去。原以为最倒楣的事已经过去了，谁料到衰事接踵而来。到租车行去租车上Scotland，却频频遇阻碍，幸好到最后还是成功的上路。

我们可说是塞翁失马，焉知非福，尤其是我。虽然我们没能到Dublin去，但是却得到了更多的时间在Scotland，行程没那么赶集。原本没参与Scotland游的我也因为这突发而来的楣事，让我能够在风景幽美的Scotland留下脚步。我们七人行，乘着咱们的孪生车子（POLO，车牌只差一个字）一路向北，沿路上风景诱人，我们被大自然和绵羊只包围着。那里给人的感觉就是无忧无虑，的确是休闲的好去处。我们在车子上熬了三个晚上（共睡了四个晚上的车子），第一次在车上过夜，感觉不很好，又冷又不舒服，但是回想起来，真的不可思议，不容易。更了不起的是，我们第一次连续几天没洗澡，但是那里的天气就算再多几天不洗澡也不是问题。

大概一星期的Scotland游后，我们又乘着车子从北部往南下，把车子归还后，正式踏上我们的欧洲行。再一次来到同一个机场，吸取了之前的经验，我们不允许同样的事情再次发生，把行李再次整理，确保这一次能安全上机。最后我们无阻碍的上了飞机，也抵达了我们的目的地，法国巴黎。这旅程的另一个第一次又发生了，就是睡机场。还是一样，睡得不很舒服，但是没办法，只好委屈一下咯。法国巴黎，所谓的浪漫城市，其实都是媒体构造出来的，并没有想象中的美，真的有些失望的说。但是既来之，则安之，反正来到了，就得好好享受咯。在巴黎最令人难忘的就是甜点和烘焙品，真的很诱人，还记得大伙儿一路寻找美味的甜点和烘焙品，真是快活（原本不很爱吃甜的我，就是被老绵影响到了）。结束了三天的巴黎游后，咱们就往下一个目的地前进，意大利罗马。

乘搭了一个晚上的火车来到了罗马，刚到步时感觉不到意大利的气息，反而倒蛮像在马来西亚的感觉。意大利跟法国的相同点就是到处都是涂鸦，都是很够厉的说，整列火车或卡车的外壳都被涂鸦得没有了原有的外貌。呆在罗马四天的时间里，去了很多地方，把整个罗马都走透透了。最爱那里的冰淇淋，感觉和平时的不一样，意大利出名的食品之一。来到罗马，当然不能不去梵蒂冈，全球最小的国家，神圣的国度。也就是在那里开始，我第一次体验到‘缘’的存在。我们竟然碰见了我们的同学，真的很惊讶，没想到会在那里遇见他们。此外，我在梵蒂冈遇见了一个外国男生，第一眼望过去就觉得他是我想要的类型，那时候只是随便望了他一下而已，就没下文了。我们游完了梵蒂冈后，我又再次碰见他，没什么特别的，梵蒂冈那么小，能碰见并不难。走出梵蒂冈后，在罗马的某个地方，我又重遇到他了，实在不可思议，心里爽了一下。没想到之后走到每个角落又再次的碰见他，一天里共碰见了6次之多，蛮开心的说。多亏同伴们有帮我拍下他的照片，好让他在我记忆里留影。回家后心想如果隔天能再次遇见就好了，但是应该没什么可能吧，所以就没有去想那么多了。期待的心情因为重遇一对夫妻而变得强烈，在那么大的地方能重遇的巴仙率又提高了。就是因为如此，那一天的我眼睛变得很忙，四处探索那个他的踪影。探索了大半天，以为没机会之际，那个他出现了，真的呆住了，我就这样一直跟随他观察他。之后因为大家的去向不一样所以不见了，我再次希望能够重遇他，直到天黑也不罢休。最后竟然被我在一个人山人海的地方-许愿池发觉了他的踪影，实在太神奇了。大伙儿都忙着拍照，我却目不转睛的注视着他，直到他离开我的视线为止，看着他的背影缓缓地消失，那一刻泪水就在我眼眶里打转，那一天过后就没有再见到他了。

结束了四天的罗马游后，我们又出发到另一个地方去， Florence，意大利的一个小城市。那一个早晨真的很险，我们差点就要miss掉火车了，因为有过一次经验，所以真的好害怕历史重演，幸好最后还是顺利踏上火车。 Florence这个小地方没什么特别，只记得那里一直下雨和hostel的奶奶（很热情又有点怪怪的）。隔天我们又到了Piza，以披萨斜塔闻名的地方。还以为那斜塔会很壮观，怎知道还蛮普通的，感觉就是那样而已。Florence和Piza唯一吸引我的就是冰淇淋和pizza，价钱蛮便宜的，比起大城市便宜得多。

我们七人一起去的最后一个地方，威尼斯。因为之后我们就要兵分二路，往各自的旅途前进。我们在威尼斯做得最多的事就是吃了，一直找便宜和好吃的，之前一直都很省吃，到最后吃个够。晚上大伙儿聚在一起玩heart attack真的超爽的，笑料频频爆出。在威尼斯呆了两个晚上之后，就和Jessy和阿鱼说拜拜了，然后就往米兰前进。别以为我们是去米兰购物，我们去米兰的真正原因只是为了搭飞机回伦敦而已，米兰对我们五条水来说是没什么意义的。

在米兰我们做了最疯狂的事就是一天吃了几个McD burger，最高记录者非ceng gu ne莫属，有六个之多，连我们的大胃王叶同学也比不上。谁叫它便宜到无法相信，前所未有的便宜。那一天晚上，我们又得睡机场了， Milano Malpensa，我永远都记得你，相信其他四位都不会忘记吧，哈哈。

隔天，我们搭上早晨的班机飞回英国伦敦，比起Europe，UK真的是人间天堂。伦敦，来到英国一定要去的地方，是我去过最像大城市的城市。伦敦眼，伦敦桥。。。等等的旅游胜地都游遍了。

欢乐的时间过得特别快，又是时候说拜拜，一连三个星期的trip就要接近尾声了。在伦敦玩了两天后，咱们就打包行李回Warrington去，收拾其他行李准备返马。在那之前，我们熬过了最难过的晚上（真的很难熬啊!），第二天我就随他们一起到曼城机场去，陪他们睡了一个晚上的机场（每个机场都被我们睡过了）。那个晚上不很舒服，发烧了，幸好是玩完后才来病，所以很早就睡去了，没有好好地和他们谈谈天。隔天一早就目送他们进闸了，然后就只身回到Warrington去，习惯了一大伙人一起，变回一个人感到有点孤单，很想念七条水一起的日子。

这一个旅途真的很难忘，很多回忆，笑料……也在过程中互相了解了许多，最令人爆笑的就是那个一天到晚喊要吃肉和不会听人话的叶同学。。。哈哈

七人行（老绵，ceng gu ne，叶同学，阿鱼，Jessy，阿瓜 & 管仪），会永远收藏在我脑海里，希望以后会有一起去旅行的机会。

Dedicated to CASEY WONG

2009-08-29T09:56:00.006+01:00

After survived in the most tough week, struggling with those stupid and annoying assignments+thesis.... finally can relaxing abit....feel so free and bored here...
At this time, I suddenly call to mind that I've owing someone something....
I promised a person that I'll create a blog post dedicated to her....this is about half a year ago...

Casey=Crazy， this is based on my own interpretation
This name fit to her, she's really a crazy girl.
She has crazy and blunt character, has her own individuality, and she's playful as well, you can slapstick with her all the times.
She's a quite humorous girl, she act, she talk, there are consists of humor elements..
Although the times I along with her not much, but I can felt that this girl really nice....I'm not praise her on purpose, that the truth.

Finally, I've carry out my promise, although a bit late
Casey, here is it...hope you won't mind that this comes late...haha

别了, 我的学生生涯

2009-08-20T14:01:00.007+01:00

2009年8月19日, 这一天, 我上了人生最后一堂课, 也意味着我16年的学生生涯将近句点(虽然未正式接过毕业证书)

在我的人生中, 共经历四次的毕业过程, 这是第四次也是最后一次

毕业，是一个沉重的动词；

毕业，是一个让人一生难忘的名词；

毕业，是感动时流泪的形容词；

毕业，是当我们以后孤寂时候，带着微笑和遗憾去回想时的副词；

毕业，是我们夜半梦醒，触碰不到而无限感伤的虚词。

若数年后，假如我们还能够想起那段时光，也许这不属于难忘，也不属于永远，而仅仅是一段记录了成长经历的回忆

面对毕业两个字，更多的是不舍，有太多的不舍

那些人，那些事，那些开心，那些矛盾，那些有所谓无所谓，在一瞬间似乎都不再那么重要了

只想让时间停滞, 让所有人留下来，请不要脚步匆匆

你可知道，这一别，或许就是一辈子

但时间没有停滞，没有人能够停留

在异国为我的学生生涯画上句号, 这可谓是最为难忘的

虽然仅是短短的三个月, 但是一切好像就已经习惯了似的

有种说不出的感情早已渐渐建立起来了, 但这时候却要离开了

在这里遇到的人和事我都会好好的记着

Liverpool FC vs Atletico Madrid

2009-08-12T23:42:00.001+01:00

My first time gave to Anfield. This is my first time watching a football match live, never think of can witness a football game lively. It was different watching live broadcasting from TV, more excited, more tension....good aesthesia. But the things not adapted was there's no replay and commentary, need to put in 100% concentration, so that you wont miss out any wonderful moments and shots.

Football fans were really amazing; they pay out fully support to their supporting team. Liverpool FC, the home team of the game, one of my favourite teams after Chelsea FC (my first fav team), all their fans very loyalty, supportive, a red sea raised in Anfield Stadium. The spot atmosphere was super good, you'll know that when you witness it in spot.

Although the result a bit disappointed, but it was worthy. It might once in a life time for me, but hopefully I got chances to witness the game again in the future. Most be worth was I witnessed the graceful bearing of my two favourite players, Fernando Torres(9) & Steven Gerrard(8), our distance was close, never seen a player in such closely, they really looked good. I proud for it, can flaunt to my younger brother who also a football fan.

LFC, make an all-out effort in this coming season! Awaiting for the good result.

Torres in the car

Gerrard in the car

烦恼

2009-08-11T21:31:00.005+01:00

人生在世，忧虑与烦恼有时也会伴随着欢笑与快乐的, 正如失败伴随着成功。

脑子一片混沌，为什么生活有这么多的烦恼，

真想把生活一片一片切碎看看里面到底是什么。

烦恼，泪水，一切都是那么现实，说来就来。

不明白人活着到底为了什么，到底想什么，

快乐现在是那么的脆弱，在我的烦恼面前不堪一击，

现实是什么？烦恼为谁生？泪水为谁流？

为什么我感到现在是那么的迷茫？什么都不想，什么都不做！

到底为什么？！不明白！真的累，看到什么都累！

我是躲起来难过的人，其实也不是刻意，只是我是个说不太出来的人，

其实有时候自己也不太明白烦恼何来。

这样的时候，我只希望可以自己一个人静静地呆一会儿。

真希望现在就是天崩地裂，希望永远消失，

或许那时候烦恼没了，生活也没了！

**烦恼，不像快乐那么烫手，也不似痛苦冰凉刺骨，烦恼只是一杯温水。

郁郁的情绪是扬起的尘埃，只有静静的，它才会回落到原来的平静……

070809-My Birthd@y

2009-08-08T08:13:00.005+01:00

Birthday, every year do have, its is nothing special to me
Birthday, means you're getting older, time is flying
Blink of eyes time, goes into 22th

Memorable...because the first time during birthday in oversea
Meaningful...although just a simple celebration

Bye Bye 21th
I
Really....
Thankful for giving the simple celebration
Happy moment^^
Dearest friends
Appreciate...all greetings and wishes
You all make me feel warmness

Always Keep the Faith!

2009-08-04T22:57:00.003+01:00

If you're a Cassiopeia, I'm sure that you know about the recent news about the three members of TVXQ filing for a disposition. This raised concern among fans about the group's potential break up.

Although the three members ― Micky, Xiah and Hero said Monday that their recent legal action against their agency did not signal the disbanding of the group and they, along with members Max and U-Know, will keep their promise to fans to stick together, but we would like to reassure you that we still and will continue to believe and support them.

Please sign the petition (below link) on purpose to support TVXQ future undertaking.

http://www.petitiononline.com/TVXQCASS/petition-sign.html

TVXQ~~FOREVER FIVE
5-1=0

CASSIES WILL ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!

Sheffield 090722-24

2009-07-25T15:06:00.005+01:00

Spending our leisure week in Sheffield. Be told that Sheffield is a 'kampung place' & boring. After experienced it, yes, it is. Its not downtowned as Liverpool, but its is very serenity and peaceful, a good place for vacation, but not for whole life living.

Although the place not prefect, but the people there is super-nicer. Having a great time with them, thanks my friends invited me to there, and thanks for treat us well, no regretful been there. Long time didn't have such happy & crazy time, damn enjoyable.
** Destinations not the emphasis which I always mention, the people with is more important. Even if the place is nice, but with companion who not good, its not enjoyable at all, it would be better I go alone.

Loneliness

2009-07-16T16:43:00.004+01:00

忧伤, 寂寞的时候, 文字是最好的朋友。

一个人静静的坐在可以体会内心世界的角落，一个人听着伤感的音乐，一个人发呆，只有那样我才能忘记一切。

最近发现自己很孤单，成了没人理会的摆设，常常在无人的时候陷入更深的沉默。

在一个人的世界里忍受寂寞，孤单；
在别人面前又要笑对一切，又有谁知道坚强的背后是什么呢？

无论是谁都需要情感的释放，内心的发泄，

在我看来坚强的人有时是悲哀的，因为有泪要忍着，有苦要受着，

没有人倾诉，没有人理解
　　

*Sometimes I don't know why but the loneliness overwhelms my heart....
I don't want to be all alone, it's painful

Addiction to Korean Music>>Boy Bands

2009-07-08T18:45:00.014+01:00

Started to touch Korean music since few years ago, because of one song-Holding back the tears>>TVXQ. Korean music today, we call it as K-pop. I love it and addicted to it, can't live without it. In my playlist, 80% of it are Korean song. Language obstacles wouldn't a problem to stop me listen to it. Most Korean song are nice to listen, touching, good rhythm & melody...which others music can't compare with, that's the reason i stick to listen it for few years til today, I listen most of it...solo singer, groups/bands, ballad type, accapella, dance....etc..etc

Addicted to K-Pop, addicted to Boy bands as well. In Korea, there are many bands and groups existed. This is a particularity of Korean music industry, bands or group have more benefits than as a solo singer, especially boy bands. Incessantly, many of them have branched out of South Korea and have become popular in China, Japan, Taiwan, Hong Kong, Philippines, Thailand and others in South East Asia. They're talented-singing & dancing, even acting.

My favorite bands & members

TVXQ>>Micky YooChun

Super Junior>>KyuHyun

Big Bang>>G-Dragon(Kwon Jiyong)

SS501>>Kim Hyun Joong

FT Island>>Lee Jae Jin

2AM>>Jung Ji Woon

ShiNee>>JongHyun

A'st1>>Byun Jang Moon

2PM>>Hwang Chan Sung

2PM>>NichKhun Horvejkul

Cassiopeia, ELF, Primadonna, VIP, Triple-S, I AM, SHINee world, Eunice and Hottest. All these are the official fan club name of the boy bands and represented with different colors, K-pop culture.

Others>>>ChangJo-ShinHwa, Angel-FTTS, The Cloud-Rain, Lucky se7en-Se7en........etc

con un dolce vita a UK-Part 5-Whitby Trip

2009-07-05T22:37:00.010+01:00

The first weekend of July, we went to Whitby-a town and civil parish in the Scarborough district of North Yorkshire on the north-east coast of England. It was took 4hours times by bus from Liverpool, very suffered sat in the bus because too hot and stuffy.

When arrived, the first thing we gonna do is 'fill stomach', very very hungry....
Whitby located near the sea, it famous with fish food, especially fish & chips. There's alot of fish & chip restaurants there, that one recommended by senior was Magpie cafe. When we reach there, many people queuing up at both eat-in and take away area, is it really nice, curious-ing. We shilly-shally which one to eat, finally we just choose the normal one. The potion is quite large, but all of us said that can finish it, no need sharing, we're very hungry at that moment. But we regret after that, it actually not that delicious as people said and what we expected. Its tasteless, no sauce, no ketchup.....somemore abit oily, really greasy.....all of us can't even finish it. We swear to not eat fish & chips anymore, feel like want to vomit when heard the name.

After having the super greasy meal, we start to walk around. Whitby a small town but with many nice and beautiful scenery....beach, lighthouse, dock.....many seagulls compare with Liverpool. One of my friend very excited saw that, he's best friend of seagull. Whitby like a paradise out from city(世外桃源), its quite big different from city, serenity and peaceful...all along the way are farms, horses, sheeps, really enjoying here, its relaxing. We take picture, take picture and take picture non stop.

Few hours gone, we step on way home, gonna suffered again in the stupid hot and smothering bus, how come no air-cond? Really weary to ride bus after take 8 hours both ways. Anyway, quite enjoyed in this trip.

##more pictures, visit to myFacebook

**kind a disappointed can't see someone there, thought that he is around:(
***next notice-a fun & excited activity....awaiting for it.

Baby Morph-ing

2009-07-04T11:38:00.010+01:00

Recently found an application, its amusing....called Baby Morphing. Morph a baby with your companion, you can foresee your baby's look in the future, the accuracy is unknown. Anyway, its just for fun. For those who have no partner yet like me, you can try with your lovely or favorite celebrities, its look cool, now everyone addicted to it.

I tried morphing some with my favorite celebrities, let's look at it....

The outcome are not bad, cute enough. Honestly I don't think that my future child cute as these because of me, not prety enough. Wish that my child won't look like me, its suffered.

Lastly, outcome of me with somebody, who he is?.....its secret...

ermm.....not bad as well. Although just fantasy, but its feel good.

Should have a try for it!

Link

con un dolce vita a UK-Part 4-MANCHESTER & RED'S STADIUM TOUR

2009-06-21T00:06:00.010+01:00

20 June 2009,Saturday, no class as usual, we went to MANCHESTER,a place which took around 1hour time from Liverpool.

What people 1st impression when talk about MANCHESTER? I think most people associating it to MANCHESTER UNITED FOOTBALL CLUB (MUFC). Yes, it's true. Visiting to MUFC (Old Trafford), the formidable and richest football club in EPL, I think the second place in Europe which placed under Real Madrid, is most people dreams. We achived it. Although I'm not MU super fan (I'm Blues's fan), but it's proud to been there. I love football, MUFC should be attributed as well as D.Beckham， they make me in touch with football. If ask me what the feeling been there, it's really cool, it's worth. On the other hand, I really hope can visit to Chelsea's home (Stamford), I think I'll crazy just like what my MU supporters friends done when they reach their dream FC.

What else Manchester have beside MUFC? Comparing with Liverpool, Manchester considered as a city, more downtown & bustling while Liverpool as a small town with peaceful environment， Its own different unique features, I love both. Through my observation, i found that Liverpool have more younger pretty & handsome than Manchester, I saw elder mostly. Besides, many foreigners existed there especially China's chinese who seem very rich (all hand with those high-ended brand's shopping bags).

China Town, another feature in Manchester. China town existed everywhere, this is because chinese people are everywhere. Manchester's china town bigger and bustling than the Liverpool one (Liverpool's China Town like dead town). As 1st we plan to have our buffet dinner at one of the restaurants there, but it's doesn't made because of the expensive price, finally we splited in different groups, find food followed own preferences. McD was our choice, really full with the meal, 2 burgers(free 1 with student ID)+fries+diet coke. We do something embarrassed there, we took back a lot of peppers. I think i took more than 10packs, haha, actually I want to take more coz seems not enough, is it too greedy?But we doesn't do that as last.

The trip taken a whole long day, really tired but enjoying. This is the trip which the most numeruos we ride buses, I think around 10 times. Very enjoy the times we all gathered...we play....we crazy....we laugh.....Destinations was not the primary, the moments is the emphasis.

con un dolce vita a UK-Part 3

2009-06-11T00:01:00.009+01:00

Elements of my Liverpool life

1. Walk-ing...from hostel-campus-hostel,30mins per intinerary...my leg swollen+pain. I think I can shop for whole day back to M'sia later and won't feel tired.

2. Warm clothing...how do I live without u, weather here is freaking cold like a freezer....trembling....But it really enjoy-ing, compare with the M'sia abominable weather, here is considered as heaven.

3. Ready food...various types, various flavor, various taste...the main reason is-it's very convenient, just few mins "ding" in microwave.(Im not cooking idiot, cooking is my strength, just lazy to cook here)

4. Date with my lappy...nothing else to do, the only thing can do at home is online...online & online....

5. Journey-ing...we go here and there, almost been to all places in Liverpool, everyday exploring and searching for new destination, seem like came here for travelling but not study, haha

6. Creating photo opportunity...as mentioned in last blog, taking photo is our mission. We take photo when we travel, on the street, during eating and etc...no matter whatever, whenever, just take it, camera is necessity always.

I really enjoy the life after been here 2 weeks times. No pressure only pleasure. Without homesick mood at all although this my first time leaving my family far apart, feel so sorry to them, I know they miss me so much there (especially my mom, she always hope 3months times fleeting quickly).

......Continue

con un dolce vita a UK-Part 2

2009-06-07T17:57:00.004+01:00

Been in Liverpool 1 week, I fully adapted except the freaking cold weather here.

What called a summer?No sunny day, only freezing everyday. This is UK summer day, it is uncomparable with M'sia's weather, torriding everyday, super hot. Although cold till trembling, but still very enjoyable here.

Picture speaks thousand words, taking photo is our mission, keep the memories forever...

.....Continue

con un dolce vita a UK-Beginning

2009-06-01T19:39:00.011+01:00

After awaiting for few months, finally arrived in Liverpool.

Liverpool, a place which is totally different with M'sia.. weather(very cold even in summer; sunrise at 4am, sunset at 10pm), people(handsome&pretty+warm-hearted), culture, environment(historic & old buildings), food and etc, I love this place, it is much more peaceful than M'sia.

People always said that its difficult to adapted when exposure in a new and unfamiliar environment, but for me its not a problem, I still live as before.The only difference, I walk a lot here (nvm, I can slim down).

Before kick starting studying, me and friends play hard to the greatest extend, because we know that not enough time for us to play when the study started (many assignments are waiting for us).

Arrived Liverpool half week, we walk around (my leg seem want to broken, still moving on)， defiance the cool and windy weather (really cold till trembling), take many many photos as memory (no matter when & where；its rare for us to gathered, somemore in UK).

16 Men (Artist) Who Melt My Heart

2009-05-22T05:55:00.007+01:00

KOREA

1. PARK YOO CHUN@MICKY (TVXQ)-Unique individuality

2. KIM HYUN JOONG (SS501)-Subdued, calm and laid back

3. KWON JI YONG@G-DRAGON (BIG BANG)-Fashionable & trendy

4. CHO KYU HYUN (SUPER JUNIOR)-Infectious vocal

5. SO JI SUP-Silence

6. SE7EN-CHOI DONG WOOK-Dynamic

JAPAN

1. MATSUYAMA KEN'ICHI-Mysterous

2. TAKESHI KANESHIRO-Melancholy type

3. NISHIKIDO RYO-Depression type

4. MIURA HARUMA-Adorable boy

5. JUNNOSUKE TAGUCHI-Smiling prince

TAIWAN/HK

1. JAY CHOU-Unique style

2. DANIEL WU-Sexy & enhanted eyes expression

3. KHALIL FONG-Talented

4. JAM HSIAO-Reserved & introvert personality

5. DANSON TANG-Eccentric & talk less

男男恋

2009-05-21T13:04:00.002+01:00

男男恋，也就是大家所说的GAY。对于男男同性恋，人们的看法异人异议，有人觉得很恶心，难以接受；有人歧视同性恋者；有人接受的了，只要不是发生在自己身上就好。

最近看了一部早前电影，是描述几个年轻少年男男恋的故事。男女之间的浪漫爱情故事就看得多了，男与男的就真的是很少。电影里面，那伙子除了爱的对象是同性之外，其实他们爱的过程并没异于常人。他们懂得争取爱，为爱牺牲，爱得轰烈...和一般人没不同。从电影中，我感觉到的是男男之间真挚的爱，并没有一点恶心的感觉，反而又羡慕他们的爱。

在现实生活中，对于男男恋我是毫不在意，也不会报以鄙视的眼光。毕竟他们也是人，只是有异于常人罢了。用另一种角度看，我把他们视为好兄弟间的感情罢了。我蛮喜欢男人与男人之间那种要好的感情，不论是同性恋与否，可能我是女生吧，对于男生之间的互动和感情有好奇心

说真的，如果以后不幸的，我的男友或丈夫变了心，我宁愿他爱的是男生也不想看到他和别的女人一起。很多人说，输给一个男人真的有够丢脸的，很不甘心，我却不那么认为，你们一定觉得我很奇怪吧！哈哈，这确确实实是我的想法。

Countdowning+Story behind the decision

2009-05-20T07:51:00.003+01:00

One more week to go, the day is near to the door, my breast is become more and more complicated. Excited? Worrying? Anxiety? Tension? Many things need to consider of, really pressured.

From the day I choose this way, I understand that it kinda a tough job for me. I'm not as lucky as others, get fully support from family (physical and mental). What my family can provide me only their mentally supports. I do every single thing independently, never depend on them since I already an adult, I should take my own responsibilities. Moreover, nothing much they can help me.

I ever feel regret after step on this way, I felt to go beyond my depth. But on the other hand, I don't want to make myself regretful, its kinda a contradiction. Now, everything was foregone conclusion, I need to step on my made decision, that's no way back.

Ba, Ma, Mun and Wai, thanks for see me as the best, thanks for being proud of me although you all didn't give me much but it was more than enough. I'll appreciate this chance and try my very best to achieve what i want.

A (H1N1) Effect

2009-05-19T13:31:00.001+01:00

Our world can't stopped with all those disasters. 2002-SARS...2008 SzeChuan-earthquake...and the recent one 2009 A(H1N1)[happened same time with economic recession, it was worse as adding frost on the snow ( 雪上加霜）.

This scarring disease was spread around the world, unfortunately our country was not precluded being one of the victim country. Everyone worrying, frightening, and helpless.

Less than 2 more weeks to go, I'll departs to UK for my further study. Before that, most people said this is a good chance to go and worth to go since the currency low. But the situation now is, A(H1N1) is severe in western country, is it still worth to go or take a risk?

I do considered this issue quite few times, I think most others did it as well, some parent might encourage not to go. Everything was settled and we are ready to go there since this is our aspiration, we don't want to giving up easily. What to do? Step forward? Or giving up?

Nobody willing to let this chance fly away, since efforts was pay out. What we can do is just step on, don't thinking of negativities, and don't regretting ourselves. Lets fight A(H1N1), fight for the desired result and fight for the future!

追星记

2009-05-19T12:48:00.003+01:00

日前出席了我的偶像之一，来自泰国的组合-GOLF & MIKE在金河的《同班同学嘉年华会》，这是我第二次出席他们的宣传活动。

抵达现场时，已有许多粉丝在恭候。事不宜迟，马上找个好位子，以便待会能从最好的角度看到他们。我在现场大概等了半个小时左右，他们终于出现在台上，帅气调皮GOLF和劲酷腼碘MIKE。他们比预先出场的时间迟了十五分钟，这已是非常棒了，蛮准时地说，十五分钟算少了，况且我曾有苦等六小时的经验（080329FTI，那是不好的回忆，苦等了六小时最后却失望伤心而归）。

这次也蛮到楣的，节目已开始就下起雨来了，真的天不作美啊！搞到个个都得撑起雨伞，就这样我的视线也被遮挡了，害得我得左摄右摄的，连照片也拍不到。算了吧，反正都很近距离的看到他们了，专辑也都签了(想起那一次没签到的经历, 唉...)上一次他们来的时候因为MIKE病了所以没有唱歌, 这一次终于能亲眼看到他们的现场表演,蛮不错, 是有实力的(没有刻意辩护哦)

GOLF & MIKE是我喜欢的艺人之一(可能他们比较日韩系吧), 也是我众多偶像中最容易看到的(阿董啊,神起啊,BB,SJ...大韩的男人们,我什么时候才能看到你们呢?要近距离得哦)

说到追星, 我几乎每次都是独行的, 连看演唱会也不例外, 但是我一点也不觉得孤单, 自己喜欢就好, 无需有人陪。幸运的每次都会认识到志同道合的朋友, 也算是意外收获。

Get Tricked

2009-05-07T06:07:00.002+01:00

Going back to 1 week ago...

I passed by LRT station, stopped by those promoters of communication operator which with BLUE color corporate color.They giving out the sim packs for free. I was no interest with it at all coz Im loyal to my current service provider. I entangled by them few times same place same people, their patience really geng.

After being entangling by them such many times, ok loh, just take it. I giving out my IC copy, contact, and leave my initial there. I took the sim pack and just keep it a side, I didn't use it at all, I just entertain them and don't want to be entangling anymore.

A week gone, the problem floated. I get trouble by those irresponsible promoter. I get a msg from my handpone service provider which content the acknowledgement about my request to move. OMG! I found that my no. moved under another service provider, my ori sim being invalid. Although the same no kept, but i don't want that. Finally i know I get tricked. Why they didn't explain clearly that time? Such a irresponsible attitude,angry-ing! Make me trouble and rushing here and there, call to customer service, went to service centre, whatever can do just to move it back. I only want to be my ori service provider user, once MAXIS, forever MAXIS. Im not saying that other provider not good, but that is my preference.

This experience such a unforgettable, I won't get persuaded anymore, entertain those promoters anymore.

Getting tired in a whole day just to settle this stuff, but it great that was also my lucky day as well. I get a reward this day, its really surprising me coz this is my first time. Although not such big reward but my heart being consolated enough.

受气！

2009-04-24T14:46:00.002+01:00

给个心被当狗肺，这句话听得多，现在终于亲身体验。
我拿个心出来待人，得到的只是受气。
与人沟通方面，我深信你对人好，别人自然对你好。
原来事实并非如此，根本没有种瓜的瓜这回事。
我自问最能迁就人，很随和，没什么脾气，最多只会对爸妈和两个弟弟闹脾气罢了。
我没脾气不代表我没火好欺负，我并不是应分对你好的，我可以置之不理。
我没那么做事我对你还有心，请你给我一些尊重好吗？
其实我没必要做那么多, 反正对我无关痛痒。
应该做的都为你做了，有时真的很累，可是我没半句怨言，不奢望你的感激，但请别那样对我好吗？
我是人，也需要被尊重的。
不时对我发脾气，说我不好心肝，我恐怖，甚至冤枉我，这些就是我应得的吗？
你当我是什么？挥之则来，心情好就对我好，不好就拿我开刀，好像理所当然似的。
一直来我都只是哑忍，因为我想好来好去，免得伤感情，可是我真的受够了！！

放下了

2009-03-21T13:34:00.001Z

时间可以把一切冲淡，任它什么深似海辽如天的感情也不例外。
接近两年的执着，原来也会随着时间而流逝。
是不够坚定？还是不想再蹉跎，作无谓的守候？
之前的爱慕，演变成了今天的无关痛痒；
当初的离别有难过，猜测和期待是否能够再见面，如愿以赏了，只可惜感觉不在了。
心跳的感觉没了，不再偷望了，思念消失了，不再关心你的举动了，仅剩的信息也都删除了，即使那是我们唯一的相关。
今后，我是路人甲，你是路人乙；
对你而言，我原本就是，不一样的是你不再占据我的心。
我深知没机会就别再深陷了，与其空等待零收获，不如另觅他选好了。

Disappointed

2009-03-10T12:38:00.004Z

this is the 1st time i feel deeply disappointed with someone.
i never expects much from him since i know i wont get what i want, but why cant him just fulfill my simple needs. honestly, its really just simple needs.
everytime when i need him, he is not by my side as he is suppose to do it but others ppl do. did he know how much i need him especially when i feel helpless? thanks for those ppl who lent there hand for me.
i feel tired n angry+disappointed with him, but i dun hate him. but im not sure the day will come in the future day. hopefully it wont happend.

Awaiting for TVXQ! The 3rd Asia Tour Concert "Mirotic"

2009-02-17T05:52:00.008Z

The concert's day is near to the door
It's excited but not at all, coz it not at M'sia
Hope all the petition is work, bring the boys here
Send a best wishes to the my lovely boys there, all the best to yours concert
Pray for us, hope the tour will proceed to M'sia
M'sia's Cassi are waiting u all here

再見128-5-4

2009-02-16T07:28:00.003Z

128-5-4，是我在kl的窩，裏面住了六個臭皮匠。

時間過得真快，我們在這個窩呆了近兩年，就快要搬離了，有點不捨。

一開始對這窩諸多不滿和挑剔，到現在已完完全全的適應和習慣，除了家鄉的窩，這裡就像是我第二個家，我呆在這得時間甚至比自己家來的多。對我來説，這個窩還蠻不錯的。
說到這個窩，真的有點慚愧。我們都沒有好好照顧它。家裏的家具原本都已體無完膚了，現在更不堪。沙發百孔千洞，衣櫥門破落（我的頭差點就挂彩了），電視機出煙....等等

在清潔方面，哈哈！地板不曉得多久才掃一次抹一次？粘在風扇上的灰塵不曉得有多厚？掉落在地上的頭髮收集起來應該可以做一幅假髮了吧！? 原本空無一物的飯桌, 變成了垃圾崗....這些都是比較明顯的, 其他瑣碎的就不多說了。我們的窩不常有人探訪，我們也很少請客，大概是這窩的狀況不宜暴光吧。

我們的窩除了骯髒這個特色之外，還有另一個過人之処，想必上過來的朋友們都察覺到吧？大部分都是本倫的傑作，我們的窩四周圍的牆壁都佈滿了海報。從入口處一直到客廳，飯廳，房門，除了房間裏頭之外，可以貼的地方都貼了。有些時候因爲不夠位子，舊的只好退位讓賢咯！衆多海報中， “林宇中”最爲出衆，是誰的傑作？快自首吧！至於其他的都是我的大愛。由於家裏那麽多明星海報，我們給人的感覺就是“追星族”，其實我不是。

這個窩的一景一物都是我們的傑出之作，要搬離它真的有點不捨得，裏面有著的都是我們六個臭皮匠的回憶。除了128-5-4，我對整幢公寓，公寓裏住著的人都不捨得，畢竟住了一段不短的日子。現在唯有把每一個角落都拍下，當作紀年好好收藏。

用來裝飾的電視

垃圾堆積的飯桌

經典之作，“林宇中”

無門之柜

又是一年毕业时

2009-01-19T15:32:00.003Z

虽然短短相聚又要分开

虽然常常思念如此无奈

我会默默祈祷痴痴等待

你是否明白

虽然短短相聚又要分开

虽然常常思念如此无奈

我会默默祈祷痴痴等待

你是否明白

珍重再见别伤怀

纵然往日诚难在

但是这份纯纯的爱

永远不会更改

珍重再见-李翊君

这首歌，我对它的印象深刻在十年前，小六毕业礼上唱的一首歌，很感动的一首歌

十年后的今天，即将告别学院生生涯的我，这首歌浮现在脑海

歌词虽然简短，但是却能完完全全的反映出我的心情，很贴切

虽然相聚的时光不长，但是却蕴含着深厚的感情

或许我对你们来说不算什么，但是在我的心中，你们是占有席位的

感叹光阴似箭，离别在即，能形容的只有不舍，不舍和不舍

毕业了，是件微妙的事，没有人知道它的心情　　

还记得高中毕业时，那时的离别不是句点，却也让我狠狠伤心了一次。　　

而此时，毕业了，我又得要面对离别，离开那些熟悉的人和事，然后，再朝着不同的方向前进，也许我们就这样从此成了陌生人。　　　　

毕业了，也许会遗忘了一切，但是却总是可以在夜晚的梦中看见同一张侧脸，它总是大声的叫喊我们的名字，带着美丽的微笑和温暖的色彩…… 　　　　

我们看同样的书，说同样的傻话，幻想同样的未来，谈论同样的他和她，我们很义气地一起翘课，我们都曾经这样的生活。

很快的，这一切一切将成为过去，历史.....

我会把它们镶进心中的纪念册里，印证着我们的回忆，永远的珍惜，怀念....

这次的别离，除了带着一切一切的回忆，还有遗憾...

遇见他，不知道是好事或坏事

他，时而让我欢喜，时而让我忧

他，是那个带我上天堂又推我下地狱的人

在这段时光里，我与他缺乏接触，就算天天见面却像隔了一片大海洋般的距离

他不曾知道我时常在一旁的凝望着他，更不晓得我喜欢他

算了，我很清楚在他心中有着一个她

我也明白，就算没有那个她，他也不可能会看上我，所以才没有要让他知道的打算

但愿他当过我是朋友，分开以后也会记得曾经有我这样的朋友，那就足够了

离别在即，眼泪是免不了的，希望大哭一场后，连带我对他的爱随眼泪流走

就让时间把这一切给冲淡吧，我不相信可以一辈子忘不了一个人，只在于需要多少时间而已

也希望他能找到自己的幸福，别太执著

再见TARC和他

##人生总是充满着别离的，我们就像是踏上同一艘船上的船客，由于前世的某种机缘的巧合，偶然走到了一起，于是接下来的一段有限的时间里，我们共享海上的潮起潮落，共同分担旅途中的疲劳寂寞。到了船靠岸的时候，大家就要挥手告别，各奔前程去了。天下无不散的宴席，离别是一种必然，是每个人生都必不可少的仪式。

不知悔改

2009-01-06T14:20:00.003Z

继续吧！如果你觉得自己没有错，请继续吧！
人总是那样，事情往往发生后都只会去怪别人，并没有想到自己的过错，还不停的谴责别人对你的所作所为。
你以为别人生你气是一朝一夕的事吗？
你有时间去埋怨别人对你的不是，倒不如去想想如何补救吧！
但如果你在等待别人向你说对不起的话：老实说，很抱歉那一天不会到来。
事到如今，如果你仍然坚持自己是对的，错的是别人;
你没有对不起任何人，是人亏欠了你的话，请继续吧！

Taggie by Clarine Lee

2009-01-06T12:14:00.004Z

A.被點到名字的人要在自己的空間裏複製所有問題並寫出自己的答案然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題，再加上一個你的問題。
B.要在自己的博客裏注明是從哪里接到的，並繼續點名（3至11個人）讓遊戲繼續下去，但一定要回傳。要通知對方“你被點名了”。被點名者不得拒絕回答問題。
C.被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福，完成遊戲的人所有美好的願望都會在不久的將來實現。

问题开始：

1.早晨上班的時候，你要坐的公車從你身邊開過，你離站還有一段距離，你追還是不追？
- 不追，等下一辆吧

2.什麼時候你會感到孤單？
- 早就习惯了孤独的味道，没什么大不了

3.如果有很多錢，想怎麼花？
-买自己喜欢的东西，都还蛮多的，很败家对吧？

4.有壓力了怎麼緩解？
- 听音乐， can't live without music

5.覺得人生必須經歷的事情是什麼？
- 人要有挫折才会成长，顺风顺水的人生只会让人原地踏步

6.你最喜歡哪里的美食，理由？哪里？
- 我很嘴馋，凡是吃的都爱

7.說出點你个人的3個優點（不可刪除題）
- 这个问题考到我了....
friendly? co-operative? helpful? 让你们来judge吧

8.你最希望從朋友（不包括愛人）那裏得到的是什麼？
- 真挚的友情

9.什麼樣的人會讓你視為知己？
- 值得我相信的人

10.你最大的秘密是什麼？
- 都说是秘密，怎么能说呢？有人会知道

11.目前为止最希望买到的一件东西是？
- 不知道，因为太多想要买的东西

12.未來三年有什麼打算？
- 努力工作

13.如果現在可以讓你隨心所欲去旅行，你想去哪？
- 韩国，因为那儿有我的最爱

14.會不會做飯？你希望你的伴侶（OR未來的伴侶）？
- 我会就行了

15.你是一個會妥協的人嗎？
- 是吧，视情况而定

16. 覺得自己是個自戀的人麼?
- not at all..自恋也要有资格吧

17.最近最愛吃的食物是什麼？
- 没特别爱吃的

18.此刻你最想實現的願望？
- 跟他有进一步发展

19.經濟條件是你選擇愛人的必要條件嗎？
- 不，感觉胜过一切

20.你相信從一而終不背叛你的男人（女人）存在嗎？
- 有，但是不会被我遇上吧

21.不在一個城市的戀人，你會為了你愛的人放棄現在很好的工作去找他（她）嗎？
- 不会。一段真挚的爱，不会被距离问题影响

22.你的家人讓你覺得你自己是個什麼樣的人？
- 可以让他们放百万个心的孩子

23.最開心的時候會和誰一起分享？？
- 家人和朋友

24.如果遭遇地震，你希望和誰在一起？
- 不知道，不想有那么一天

25.拿了年終獎或壓歲錢後你想去幹嗎？
- 血拼吧，女人就是这样的

26.你對現在的生活有什麼感覺？
- 还好，希望能再精彩

27.希望一天怎樣度過？
- 过得有意义

28.希望自己多大結婚？
- 25后， 27前

29.你的朋友背叛了你，你會原諒他（她）嗎？
- 视情况而定

30.心情不好的時候你會找誰訴說心裏話？
- 不说话

31.如果有人在你面前説我的壞話，你會信以為真麼？
- 看看你平常的为人是如何，空穴来风必有因嘛

32.你討厭的人對你做了討厭的事，又會怎麼辦？
- 继续被讨厌下去吧

33. 是个容易被人放鸽子的人咩?
- 不是

34.说出你的一个愿望。

- 家人朋友平安无恙....可以再给一个吗？说笑而已，嘻嘻

35.早上10点起来觉得饿，你是自己泡面吃还是等到午饭时间去吃饭？
- 我会吃brunch

36.目前为止，最想从朋友手里得到什么样的礼物？
- 朋友送的我都喜欢

37.在你眼里，我是一个怎样的人？
- 让我注明，“我” 是指 tag 你的人。clarine, 你是很nice的人，我不大会表达，总而言之，你还蛮不错

38.现在最想做的事情是什么?
- 不知道

39.最依赖的人？

- 我习惯了独立，不大会依赖人，不是那种没人陪就会死掉的人

40。请列出自己的缺点？

- 没自信

Do Support TVXQ Malaysia Concert Petition

2009-01-03T07:58:00.005Z

Here a message delivering to all Malaysia Cassiopeia, I hope that can get as many as Cassiopeia supports and help spread this message out. Your helps will be truly appreciated.

Attention all Malaysia Cassiopeia,

First of all, as we all knew that our beloved TVXQ will kick off their 3rd “Mirotic” concert tour on February 2009 and unfortunately Malaysia was not included in the tour…. We knew that lots of Malaysia Cassiopeia is expecting their concert in Malaysia and what we can do now are, we want the boys to knew that Malaysia Cassiopeia are desperate to see them…

So, in order to let them know, we will kick off this petition…. What you need to do are as below :

1. Get 1 TVXQ picture. Print it out or develop into a 4R size (all printed or develop picture must be in 4R size. No other size are allow.)

PLEASE TAKE NOTE HERE: We need 4 copies of the pictures now with your messages and name behind the pictures. These 4 copies will be use for the propose (Please note that all 4 copies must be the same contents as what you wrote on each pictures) :

i. One copy for the TVXQ boys.
ii. One copy for sponsor.
iii. One copy for Korea recording company.
iv. One copy for Malaysia recording company.
* Not to worry all, we will try our best as one of the incharge person has been contacted with one of the event company in Malaysia and we will try our best to bring the boys over to Malaysia.

2. Write your message and name behind the picture. (Please bare in mind that the message MUST be about the Malaysia concert. Keep it short and meaningful your message.) All messages should be written in either : Korean, English and Japanese ONLY.

3. Please LAMINATE the picture before sending to us.

4. Please Email or MSN us at : tvxqmalaysiaconcert@yahoo.com in order to get our mailing address to send the picture to us by post.

5. Please include RM1.00 to us for processing fees for combine all the pictures that we collected to compile into a booklet.

6. After we compile all Malaysia Cassiopeia petition, we will pass this book to TVXQ during SM Town Concert in Thailand… We have a friend who able to meet them and pass this booklet by hand.

7. Although we can’t promise 100% it will be successful but at least we tried our effort to let TVXQ knows we really want them to come Malaysia for concert.

* So, to make this a very successful, we need lots of Malaysia Cassiopeia supports.

Please take your action now.

** Dateline to post over the picture to us is before : 12th January 2009…. We know it’s a bit rush but we have to collect all your message card and compile into a book and pass over to our friend to help us to pass to TVXQ by hand. All late entries will NOT be entertain….

*** Currently forums, website and fans blog who’re helping to promote this petition are : Baidu, mytvxqzone, Purple Gas, TVXQPrince, 7 Minutes In Fandom Heaven, Shine Collection, Usagilicious, crunchyroll, Xietin Loves Hero! …. If anyone of you is helping us to spread this piece of information to your TVXQ forum, website or fans blog… Please contact us… We will be much appreciate to know who’re helping us =)

**If you have any inquiries, please e-mail tvxqmalaysiaconcert@yahoo.com as well.

C/O Kelly and Yui from xietinloveshero.blogspot.com

告别2008

2008-12-31T04:33:00.004Z

倒数着，大概还有半天的时间，2008就来到了尾声，2009随之而至

随着这一年的结束，面对新的一年到来

每个人在兴奋倒数的当时，我的心却是伤感的…

这一年的结束，也意味着一段旅程即将要结束，多么的不舍

在这段旅程里有着许多的足迹，你的我的他的…

是缘份让我们在这旅程中相遇

很开心的，很感谢的，有你们的陪伴，这旅程我并不孤单

21，对很多人来说是特别的，重要的

有了你们，我的21多了份精彩，不枉过

旅程中，也让我遇上了你

也许，我并不起眼…对你而言

可是，你是独特的…对我来说

你我相遇并没有很多的接触，我不奢求，可以看见你，已很幸福

即使你把我忘了，我也会记住你的脸

感叹光阴似箭，多么想这是一段走不完的旅程啊，那么就不用面对离别的愁

回想过去，这段旅程有着许多回忆，快乐的，伤心的，疯狂的，感动的等等等等…

当然，还有旅程中出席的每一位旅者，这一切一切都会镶进我心中的纪念册，一辈子收藏

希望你们心中的纪念册也有我的足迹，可以吗？

新的一年，新的旅程

祈求一切顺利

不舍的泪

2008-12-28T11:39:00.003Z

我容易被感动，容易哭，但我并不爱哭
最近恋上了哭泣，特别是在深夜里
最近爱上了悲情的歌曲，因为它最能表达我的心情
我哭，因为那即将来临的离别
*两年，话长不长，话短不短，里面有着许多回忆，无论喜与悲
我哭，因为即将要与他分开
*他....我只能说的是，感谢上天让我遇上他，就算他不属于我
我讨厌离别，每一次的离别都让我流泪, 那感觉不好
这一次的离别，我的泪特别多，不知道为什么
出师未捷身先死，那一天还未到却哭得要死了
那天来到时，会是怎么样？我不敢想
那天可以不要来吗？或者可否再给我多一点时间？

##人生总是充满着别离的，我们就像是踏上同一艘船上的船客，由于前世的某种机缘的巧合，偶然走到了一起，于是接下来的一段有限的时间里，我们共享海上的潮起潮落，共同分担旅途中的疲劳寂寞。到了船靠岸的时候，大家就要挥手告别，各奔前程去了。天下无不散的宴席，离别是一种必然，是每个人生都必不可少的仪式。

是时候反省了吧！

2008-12-25T05:16:00.001Z

空穴来风必有因，每件事情发生必定有它的原因。
你有没有好好地想过，为什么会那样？是不是自己做错？
如果一个人那么做，可能不是你的错；
但是不止一个人那么做，就证明了是你的问题。
请不要责怪别人如此对待你，想想自己做了些什么，会得到如此后果。
没有人故意那样做，都是你自取的，摄高枕头回想到底错在哪里，好好反省吧！

我与他

2008-12-20T16:41:00.001Z

给自己的话：
感觉你因等待而疲惫
等待没有结果的戏剧
你是否还要继续走下去
能不能不爱了
因为爱太痛了
你不能期待什么
多少痛多少泪你也得忍下去
这是你的选择
后悔已经来不及
想终止这一切挣扎
就让沉默来代替

给他的话：
我与你隔着一段距离
无论如何也无法紧紧的靠近
爱上你是不能说的秘密
伤心的泪水只能往心里面滴
开不了口让你知道
却又无法把你忘掉
我实在不能对你说那一句
我爱你
就像第一感觉一样
未曾变迁

不如不见

2008-12-14T03:23:00.004Z

见不到你，心会想念

见到了又怎样？又如何？

对，没错，我和你几乎零距离

其实你离我很遥远

就算并肩而坐，对面而立，也都是零交流

见不到比见到来得好多了，至少可以偶尔忘了去想你

想你少了，痛也少了

见到了，心更痛

从前的我总爱望着你的脸，就只是纯粹因为爱

如今每当望住你的脸，心却是痛的酸的

因为时间无情地在追赶，在流逝

你的脸仿佛提醒着我，在不远的未来将要失去你，可能是一辈子地失去

你的脸，我无法再看见

你的脸，不知何时能再次出现？

见与不见都是痛

与其如此，不如不见

那该死的爱

2008-12-11T10:29:00.000Z

有个少女普普通通，其貌不扬

有一个王子，他说不上什么白马王子，但在该少女心中，他几乎是完美

大概两年前的某一天，少女遇见了王子。没想到这么的一次相遇，让少女踏上了爱的旅程…不，与其说爱，苦恋应该更贴切吧。

少女在遇见了王子后就对他有了好感，到喜欢到爱上了，甚至爱到无法自拔。从开始有好感到爱上了，前后的时间不长，没有经过深入的了解与相处。或许有人会认为这爱会不会太儿戏，太容易了吧，唯一可以解释的是爱就是那么的无法预料，无法解释的。如果你问该少女为什么会爱上王子，她只能告诉你她自己也无法叙述，这大概就是我们所说的爱不需要理由吧。

在童话故事里，与王子一起的都是美丽公主。少女深知这道理，知道自己不可能会得到王子的爱。话虽如此，少女依然爱着王子，唉…这是犯贱。在王子身边有着许多公主在环绕，他又怎么会看到卑微的少女呢？在王子眼中，她是那么的微不足道，无关痛痒。王子和那些公主们很开心在一起，王子对她们的温柔，对她们的微笑，看在少女眼里，满是心酸与羡慕。为什么她们能得到王子的爱戴，关怀？为什么少女却不能？为什么？为什么？为什么？！她不停的问，给了自己一个答案…同人不同命啊！少女自认不配，不配得到那幸福，那不属于她的幸福。

在一次的机缘下，少女有了与王子相处的机会，那段时间是少女最开心的日子。少女得到了王子的关心与照顾，纵使那只是纯友谊或疚于责任的关系。不管了，对少女来讲，已经足够。到现在为止，少女终究无法忘记当时的情景，多希望时间就停在那一秒。花无百日红，人无百日好，这话说得一点也不错。在那次以后，王子对少女的态度冷若冰，冻若雪。其实少女别无他求，并不奢望得到王子的爱，只盼能做他的朋友，只是普通朋友，可以吗？这个要求有过分吗？

少女一直把对王子的爱藏在心中，并没有想让他知道的念头，只是向身边的好友透露。她觉得能与王子做朋友的机会已经很渺茫了，她害怕王子获悉后就连那么一点的机会也没了，她唯有把那份爱永埋心中，有苦自己受。

最近少女又得到了能与王子相处的机会，她既开心又兴奋，心想是上天给她的机会吗？少女希望能像上次一样，得到了王子的关心与照顾，这次她会更加的珍惜，这是最后一次，以后不可能会再有了，因为少女将会和王子分开，不知何时能再见，或许永远不能再见了。少女多想把时间停住，不让它过去，她害怕见不到王子。她宁愿像现在一样，就算得不到了王子的关心与照顾，得不到他的爱，起码他还在身边，还有见面的机会，那就够了。

时间是不可能留住的，它会一直的在流逝，最后王子终究会离开的，那一天始终会来临的，那一天离现在不远了。这一点她非常清楚。付出了收不回来的爱，为一段没有结果的爱而付出，是不是很傻呢？如果你是少女，你会放弃吗？会不会宁可不爱了吗？但是可以告诉你, 她不曾后悔爱上王子，纵使没有回报的爱，她不介意为它付出，因为她觉得王子是值得爱的人。要爱一个人很容易，但是要爱得值得。值得不在于他爱你与否，而是他直得你去爱吗？如果认定了，就爱吧！爱是没有对错的！哈，说就容易，少女始终没有勇气向王子告白，是因为害怕，她害怕受伤，所以才会选择把那爱当成秘密，深深的埋藏在心中，苦痛了自己。少女说即使给她机会再选，她也会选择爱王子爱下去。爱就是那么的该死，得不到也要爱，付出了就不要后悔。