con un dolce vita a UK-Part 3

Elements of my Liverpool life

1. Walk-ing...from hostel-campus-hostel,30mins per intinerary...my leg swollen+pain. I think I can shop for whole day back to M'sia later and won't feel tired.

2. Warm clothing...how do I live without u, weather here is freaking cold like a freezer....trembling....But it really enjoy-ing, compare with the M'sia abominable weather, here is considered as heaven.

3. Ready food...various types, various flavor, various taste...the main reason is-it's very convenient, just few mins "ding" in microwave.(Im not cooking idiot, cooking is my strength, just lazy to cook here)

4. Date with my lappy...nothing else to do, the only thing can do at home is online...online & online....

5. Journey-ing...we go here and there, almost been to all places in Liverpool, everyday exploring and searching for new destination, seem like came here for travelling but not study, haha

6. Creating photo opportunity...as mentioned in last blog, taking photo is our mission. We take photo when we travel, on the street, during eating and etc...no matter whatever, whenever, just take it, camera is necessity always.



I really enjoy the life after been here 2 weeks times. No pressure only pleasure. Without homesick mood at all although this my first time leaving my family far apart, feel so sorry to them, I know they miss me so much there (especially my mom, she always hope 3months times fleeting quickly).

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con un dolce vita a UK-Part 2

Been in Liverpool 1 week, I fully adapted except the freaking cold weather here.

What called a summer?No sunny day, only freezing everyday. This is UK summer day, it is uncomparable with M'sia's weather, torriding everyday, super hot. Although cold till trembling, but still very enjoyable here.

Picture speaks thousand words, taking photo is our mission, keep the memories forever...

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con un dolce vita a UK-Beginning

After awaiting for few months, finally arrived in Liverpool.

Liverpool, a place which is totally different with M'sia.. weather(very cold even in summer; sunrise at 4am, sunset at 10pm), people(handsome&pretty+warm-hearted), culture, environment(historic & old buildings), food and etc, I love this place, it is much more peaceful than M'sia.

People always said that its difficult to adapted when exposure in a new and unfamiliar environment, but for me its not a problem, I still live as before.The only difference, I walk a lot here (nvm, I can slim down).

Before kick starting studying, me and friends play hard to the greatest extend, because we know that not enough time for us to play when the study started (many assignments are waiting for us).

Arrived Liverpool half week, we walk around (my leg seem want to broken, still moving on)， defiance the cool and windy weather (really cold till trembling), take many many photos as memory (no matter when & where；its rare for us to gathered, somemore in UK).

16 Men (Artist) Who Melt My Heart

KOREA

1. PARK YOO CHUN@MICKY (TVXQ)-Unique individuality


2. KIM HYUN JOONG (SS501)-Subdued, calm and laid back


3. KWON JI YONG@G-DRAGON (BIG BANG)-Fashionable & trendy


4. CHO KYU HYUN (SUPER JUNIOR)-Infectious vocal


5. SO JI SUP-Silence


6. SE7EN-CHOI DONG WOOK-Dynamic



JAPAN

1. MATSUYAMA KEN'ICHI-Mysterous


2. TAKESHI KANESHIRO-Melancholy type


3. NISHIKIDO RYO-Depression type


4. MIURA HARUMA-Adorable boy


5. JUNNOSUKE TAGUCHI-Smiling prince




TAIWAN/HK

1. JAY CHOU-Unique style


2. DANIEL WU-Sexy & enhanted eyes expression


3. KHALIL FONG-Talented


4. JAM HSIAO-Reserved & introvert personality


5. DANSON TANG-Eccentric & talk less

男男恋

男男恋，也就是大家所说的GAY。 对于男男同性恋，人们的看法异人异议，有人觉得很恶心， 难以接受；有人歧视同性恋者；有人接受的了，只要不是发生在自己身上就好。

最近看了一部早前电影，是描述几个年轻少年男男恋的故事。 男女之间的浪漫爱情故事就看得多了， 男与男的就真的是很少。 电影里面，那伙子除了爱的对象是同性之外，其实他们爱的过程并没异于常人。他们懂得争取爱，为爱牺牲，爱得轰烈...和一般人没不同。从电影中， 我感觉到的是男男之间真挚的爱， 并没有一点恶心的感觉，反而又羡慕他们的爱。

在现实生活中，对于男男恋我是毫不在意，也不会报以鄙视的眼光。毕竟他们也是人，只是有异于常人罢了。用另一种角度看，我把他们视为好兄弟间的感情罢了。我蛮喜欢男人与男人之间那种要好的感情，不论是同性恋与否，可能我是女生吧，对于男生之间的互动和感情有好奇心

说真的，如果以后不幸的，我的男友或丈夫变了心，我宁愿他爱的是男生也不想看到他和别的女人一起。很多人说，输给一个男人真的有够丢脸的，很不甘心， 我却不那么认为，你们一定觉得我很奇怪吧！哈哈，这确确实实是我的想法。

Countdowning+Story behind the decision

One more week to go, the day is near to the door, my breast is become more and more complicated. Excited? Worrying? Anxiety? Tension? Many things need to consider of, really pressured.

From the day I choose this way, I understand that it kinda a tough job for me. I'm not as lucky as others, get fully support from family (physical and mental). What my family can provide me only their mentally supports. I do every single thing independently, never depend on them since I already an adult, I should take my own responsibilities. Moreover, nothing much they can help me.

I ever feel regret after step on this way, I felt to go beyond my depth. But on the other hand, I don't want to make myself regretful, its kinda a contradiction. Now, everything was foregone conclusion, I need to step on my made decision, that's no way back.

Ba, Ma, Mun and Wai, thanks for see me as the best, thanks for being proud of me although you all didn't give me much but it was more than enough. I'll appreciate this chance and try my very best to achieve what i want.

A (H1N1) Effect

Our world can't stopped with all those disasters. 2002-SARS...2008 SzeChuan-earthquake...and the recent one 2009 A(H1N1)[happened same time with economic recession, it was worse as adding frost on the snow ( 雪上加霜）.

This scarring disease was spread around the world, unfortunately our country was not precluded being one of the victim country. Everyone worrying, frightening, and helpless.

Less than 2 more weeks to go, I'll departs to UK for my further study. Before that, most people said this is a good chance to go and worth to go since the currency low. But the situation now is, A(H1N1) is severe in western country, is it still worth to go or take a risk?

I do considered this issue quite few times, I think most others did it as well, some parent might encourage not to go. Everything was settled and we are ready to go there since this is our aspiration, we don't want to giving up easily. What to do? Step forward? Or giving up?

Nobody willing to let this chance fly away, since efforts was pay out. What we can do is just step on, don't thinking of negativities, and don't regretting ourselves. Lets fight A(H1N1), fight for the desired result and fight for the future!